I have so much to say about this. It's hit so close to home for us in so many ways.
What was I thinking weeks ago? I am not sure. How did I dare to say it? To think it?
Slap my foolish face.
Life clouds your thinking. Your heart is screaming but the bills and your mind are louder. So your heart waits for the rest to catch up.
Until you have watched a BDU clad loved one walk out the door and board a plane with no return ticket, until you have had to make arrangements... just in case... you will never know. And I really do hope none of you will ever know.
But for those of you that know and know all too well, I have cried for you. You will never be the same I know.