Breath

I wrote a while back that I needed to breath more often.
These days believe it or not I am breathing better.
I had some secrets. A big one. I was keeping some stuff from Dominic. Things I shouldnt have. Not intentionally to hurt him more out of my own shame. Well this weekend it all came out. And while he reacted honestly just as I thought he would, wonderfuly and now he knows I feel so much better. Why I spent so many months feeling as awful as I did holding it all in, taking it on myself I have no idea I honestly dont. Control? Maybe. Shame. Yes very much so.
But now I feel better.
It's out.
It's his and mine to deal with, not just mine and that feels better.