Questions and No Answers

I got quetions baby. Big fat questions. And no answers and no idea where to go to get the answers. I am swirling around in a sea of questions marks.
So much happening all around here all the time. I swear!!! Too much I think.

Derek is a pill. Joseph is sick. Dom is... off with his head in major decisions we have to make in 37 days he reminds me. I get pressure from people in our loves "DO THIS" and "NO DO THIS INSTEAD" and I know I/we just need to do what is best for us but what is that???

I had a nice birthday thank you. Thanks to my wonderful bunch of friends who did nice things and my hubby, kids and family. Great day, nice weekend. Love it.
Ok I am off to hunt more answers.