Life

I am not sure what I will tell my boys about life. I read about some parents not telling their kids about certain things like Santa the bunny or the tooth fairy because they didn't want to disappoint them later on in life. If only it were that easy.
I said that I never say "I promise" to the boys. Things happen. Sometimes you just cant deliver. Things seem to be out of my control sometimes. I think disappointing them because I did not deliver is much grander than when life does not deliver.
Just when it felt we were on a straighter path life sent us a curve again. I have learned that for us life is an uphill, rolling, whindy path. For others it appears it's a straight stretch. That's just the way it goes.
I am stronger than anything this life can throw at me. I am done being all sad about it. Now I am pissed off about it. I will get all that I deserve in this life. Love, laughter and happiness.
Sorry to be rambling. Not getting much sleep the past few nights,makes me feel zanny.