So once again my father .... he got me again. I was unprepared for it. He just was as he always was and had to make his comments like he always does. I was not in the mood for them. I brought him a coupon a flyer I was doing something nice for him and he started in with his crap instead of just taking it I said to him "Piss on you then" and didnt speak to him the rest of the time.
At this point I dont want to go anywhere for the holidays. I wish we could go away or lived far away or could just stay home.
I suppose as they get closer I'll change my mind but right now this is where I am right now.
For those of you without a father I am truly sorry and maybe your relationships with your father are different than the one I have had with mine.
They do alot of us. Not anything we "asked" them to do. They took upon themselves to help us. It's fine. It's great. We appreciate it. But it gives them free reign to say whatever they want. To have a say in our lives. My mother has said so much to me, and I am over it. OVER it.
I dont think you can give someone a "gift" and say "here's a gift" and then say "well I dont think that's the proper thing to do with the gift and since I gave you the gift I can say this" no.
But I am done. I am setting up things so we can say "no thanks" to all of the help and then I can really say something when they say things to me. (rolling up my sleeves to take care of some serious business watch out!)
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