Close one!

The crack started Sunday. A small crack. Juggle this. Rearrange this. Grumpy Joe. Tween Derek. Finals. School. Holidays. How do I do it all?

Yesterday the crack was BIG. Dom and I were snappy. Fussin at each other. Not making either of us happy. Biting at this and that. sigh.
But I put it to bed. I just said I am not going to do this any more. What will be, will be. I am just going to do what I can, what I have to and the rest will just have to take care of itself. I crashed finally and crashed hard. The boys were up one after the other and the other and more and more every hour, all night. 6 am I gave up. I got up. A horrible day now a horrible night. I just cracked a little more. Coffee and the paper and the mood went away. A better day was had for us both. For Joe not so much. Seems he has a great day, a great night and then a terrible day, terrible night.
I hope they sleep better tonight. I am almost done with the school project that was looming over my head. The crack has a decent band aid on it so I am gonna be ok, but it was a close one. Dom and I had a much better day like our old selves again. Thank goodness. We dont have snappy days often but when we do my whole world is off.
Ok I am off to take a big test. Then finish a big school project. Then have a Christmasy weekend. The downtown parade. Put up our tree. I am on the down hill slide of school, after tomorrow. I can see the end, the light is shining thru my tiny crack. It's all good.