Wait

The Lender Called...

It wasn't the news we were hoping for. But it wasn't as bad as it could have been. The long and short of it is, is that we need to wait a few months before we can buy a house. 6 Months.
Again not what we wanted to hear but...
We didn't get totally denied.
I have mixed emotions.

I know ...

...everything happens for a reason.
...good things come to those who wait.
...at least it wasn't a No.
...decisions we made in our past are affecting where we are today good bad and otherwise.
...nothing is every easy and smooth for us and I dare not even know how to deal with life if it would have been easy and smooth.

So we wait. After this many years what's 6 more months? Gosh nothing I guess.
I'll hold on to my dream in my hand a little longer it's warm and safe there. It's not the end of the world. It's wasn't a no, it's just wait and I can wait I am use to it, I am good at it. Again I think the Lord is teaching me to be patient. I just never get that.
So wait with me will ya. Remind me it's all for a reason. I'll be brave. I'll be good. I'll try my hardest to be patient. It's just 6 months and I hope that my life stays stable and good and nothing happens to make it take even longer. It felt like it was a good time for us but maybe not yet. So we'll wait.