Enough

There is enough in this world for everyone. Every. Single. Person. Everyone can have what they truly desire. sigh.
Just because I don't have it yet, does not mean I will miss out.
My daily mantra is that I have enough and the universe has enough for me too. It's not going to be used up, or go away. I feel that way sometimes that all the good is going to be used up and the bucket of goodness will be empty when I get to it or all of the really good stuff will be done and I'll be left with scraps. That's not true. That's not true. There is enough.
I get it. I get it.
I am working hard to achieve and reach out and help others like so many that helped me, us. I am working to raise good men. I am working to have a self sufficient son who despite having a disability will do all that he wants in this life. I am working to have a good marriage. Working. Step by step by step.
My journey is taking a long time and I am mad. Stomp my foot and screaming mad that I don't
...own my own home yet.
...haven't had a nice vacation.
...make it paycheck to paycheck just barely.


blah, blah, blah, blah.
It will come and it will come as a result of hard work and it will come while I am helping others doing what I enjoy. Right? And if it does not come, so what? Right? I have a great hubby, I have great sons (My chickens) we do have paychecks coming in. At the end of the day that is what I need to remember. sigh. I am going to bed.