I am not going to sit by the phone today and see if our offer was accepted.
I will be working in Joe's class today.
I will not check my cell phone half a dozen times.
I will not drive by the house one single time today I promise.
I will not spend one second day dreaming about paint color and living room configurations.
I will not think about "where is the mail box, what day is trash day, are there any kids in the court to play with."
I will not count down how many days we might have left in this house.
I will not fantasize about telling our landlord we are leaving.
I will not think about waving to our neighbors.
I have already done all of this and I won't do it any more because if it doesn't happen....well the fall is going to hurt.